Heartbreak and Breaking Free

College days nung nagbreak kami ng girlfriend ko.

Hindi ako ready nung time na yun, ayaw ko pa rin talaga makipagbreak sa kanya, kaya hinabol habol ko siya.

Desperado ako na makipagbalikan sa kanya. Kasi for me sobrang attached na ko sa kanya, sa kanya na nagrerevolve yung buong buhay ko.

Humingi ako ng tulong sa mga classmates ko sa mga friends ko muntik ko pa tawagan si Papa Jack. 

Then dumating yung time na sumuko na ko. Napagod na ko. Dumating rin yung point na gusto ko na lng magpakamatay sa sobrang bigat ng nararamdaman ko, gusto mo na lang tapusin lahat.

But God is just waiting for the time na maggive-up na ko. At wala na ko ibang mahingian na tulong bago sya magstart na tulungan ako nung time na yun.

One time sa Makati Park, nakasalubong ko yung mga classmates ko dati nung highschool na mga comedy ng klase namen, may concert for a cause nun at may extrang ticket binigay nila sken.

Nag-usap kami then kinamusta nila ako. Then sabi nila pagpray daw nila ko. Then habang pinagpepray nila ko I just started crying.

Sobrang binuhos ko lang lahat nung time na yun. Then yun din yung time na I decided na sumama sa worship service kinabukasan.

And I accepted Christ as my Lord and Savior.

I was just crying the whole time na pinapapray kami ng pastor.

I just felt that time that God’s presence was hugging me and comforting me saying,

I’m here child. I love you so much. My son died for you.

And from that time I started reading His word – the Bible. And started knowing Him through the people in that worship service.

AND GOD HEALED MY BROKEN HEART.

He filled it with His love, enough not to search love in wrong relationships.

Relationship na wala si God sa picture.

but God show His love for us in that while we were still sinners, Christ died for us. – Romans 5:8

God loves you. God has so much in store for your life. Everything na nangyayari sa life mo has a reason. Especially the bad things. Yung times na may problema tayo, broken tayo, it is the opportunity para mapalapit tayo kay Lord.

The Lord is near to the brokenhearted and saves the crushed in spirit. – Psalms 34:18

Come to me, all you who are weary and burdened, and I will give you rest. – Matthew 11:28

All glory to God. He alone can save.

 

Shared by: Louie Aroy. He is a volunteer in Kids Church ministry. He is an app developer and currently doing it for the benefit marginalized sectors, entrepreneurs, and 2030 sustainable development goals.

Photo by Cooper Smith on Unsplash

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